Thursday, April 2, 2009

Disillusionment

I didn't even know how to spell 'disillusionment' let alone even want to experience it, but in the past few years, I have been disappointed in how I saw something in my head compared to what it was in reality. Yes, we all learn something new everyday, but this, (cover your eyes Kora)this sucks!

I try and live my life by sharing in my blessings. I fight for what is right and I fight for others that may not voice their opinion. But I have learned that others don't see it that way and that I am doing all of this to say, 'Look at me'. People throw my name around because of the title I hold, but don't realize I don't speak to them as my title, I speak to them as a friend.

I have to take a lesson from my husband and keep business as business and keep it that way. And I have to heed my own advice and keep doing what I feel is right, but now with lessons learned, I have to step away.