God's in the Driver's Seat

I just got back from my board meetings from Portland.  When I first joined the Board of Directors for Holt International, I didn't know what to expect.  I sure got my fill of what was going on...surely not at all what I had expected.  Since that first meeting, my six years on the board have been quite the ride. Needless to say, these meetings are not boring!

Boring is one thing, but these six years have been very stressful.  It takes at least two to three years to get comfortable with all that is going on with the entire organization and get used to everyone that is serving along with you.  With my own experience joining the board and being involved, I made some changes for those just joining so they wouldn't feel as overwhelmed as I had.  I'm hoping I have made an improvement in the process.

After our first half day of meetings, I knew it was going to be a stressful weekend.  After our first full day of meetings and after a wonderful dinner together, I decided I needed to be alone and just be in a quiet atmosphere to think and pray.  As I was alone in my room, I received several texts and emails from friends.  That did it.  Though my friends didn't know what was happening during my meetings, they were sending me prayers of support for me to be strong and praying that I would remain steadfast and calm in what I was doing.  I began to cry.  I texted and emailed thru tears.  It was great timing that my friends had sent me messages of such great support.  It was just what I needed at that moment.  As the night continued, I knew all I could do was pray and let God take the driver's seat.  He was the one in control, not me.  It's amazing how my faith comes into play during these meetings.  I know God has always been with me during my life and I'm forever grateful He continues to guide me during the happy times and the trying times.

In the end, God lead the way during the meetings and a sense of calm and peace was present for everyone in the room.  The outcome was what was best for everyone involved.  Now we can all move forward.  

I had not gotten much sleep over the weekend, it was nice being home and sleeping in my own bed.  I think I got ten hours of sleep.  Now I'm refreshed and ready to tackle my family's busy schedule!!  Bring it on!!