Saturday, March 1, 2008

Draining...

I cried a lot yesterday. So much that my eyes were very, very dry. I cried for my friends; I cried for what was happening; I cried for the loss; I cried for the other family members that mean so much to me. I cried so much that I was tired even before noon. Emotionally, I still hurt for my friends; my heart still breaks for them; I still ask 'why'. I've had to pray very hard, really, really hard. I've had to dig deep into my faith, trust in God and let Him do his deed. But gosh darn it, sometimes that is so hard to do! I know life isn't always fair (I don't like that one bit) but I know God has a plan for all of us.

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